Hello everyone,
I'm absolutely heartbroken writing this, but yesterday I had to euthanize my best friend. Hername was Spyro and she was with me for almost 6 years. She was my best friend.
I took her to the vet yesterday, as she was getting worse. The vet said it was most likely a brain problem, and that there wasn't anything left to do. I think part of me has known that for awhile now.
I made the choice to have them euthanize her. I stayed with her during the whole thing. It wasn't pretty. I don't know how euthanasia is supposed to work, but she didn't seem calm at all. She threw up as I cried and held her. I feel so guilty. I don't want to think about her last minutes being in pain, but I can't stop running through what happened. I can't sleep or eat. If anyone has any recommendations, please let me know. I'm so heartbroken. I've never felt this much pain before.
I'm absolutely heartbroken writing this, but yesterday I had to euthanize my best friend. Hername was Spyro and she was with me for almost 6 years. She was my best friend.
I took her to the vet yesterday, as she was getting worse. The vet said it was most likely a brain problem, and that there wasn't anything left to do. I think part of me has known that for awhile now.
I made the choice to have them euthanize her. I stayed with her during the whole thing. It wasn't pretty. I don't know how euthanasia is supposed to work, but she didn't seem calm at all. She threw up as I cried and held her. I feel so guilty. I don't want to think about her last minutes being in pain, but I can't stop running through what happened. I can't sleep or eat. If anyone has any recommendations, please let me know. I'm so heartbroken. I've never felt this much pain before.